My Thoughts

"Everything is prettier in pink..."

Welcome to my little corner of the web. This is where I dump my brain, talk about anything, and WARNING!!! very serious topics like suicide, self harm, and others similar to nso's warnings will be mentioned...

Entry #5: no purpose

is there really any point to life? today i was bullied. everything feels pointless. what they said was so hurtful. i thought they weren't heartless enough to say those things, but they did. am i fat? am i ugly? is there nothing good going on in my life? my boyfriend is here, but that's my only reason to live right now. life feels so...hard. i dont want to go on, but i dont want to hurt anyone else with my disappearance. i just want to run away. but i have nowhere to go.

i dont belong anywhere. everywhere i try to go they just reject me. over and over again. life is a circle. a cycle, if thats what you want to call it. and its pointless. literally.